Charlie's World

I just want to let you know that I am sorry that I had to put you through a lot in the last week. I know you may not like how I am handling this situation but trust me it hard, its hard to make a lot of people happy right now and just move on from the situation. Each day seems to get better but then something just adds itself to the stress that has accumulated in the week. I feel that I have put a lot of my problems onto you, and I am truly sorry because I forgot that you yourself is going through a lot too. You are my support up here and I feel like I am not returning the effort. If I could I would wish that everything can go back to the days of laughing on the couch, kickin it with peeps while we sip on some booze and shmoke the reefer. 

I want to make your stress go away and I want to help you with whatever you need. I need to step up and be that friend that you lost this week. I will regain that strength, I will express my love, and I will show you that smile that I once had before all of this happened. I want to see you smile again too and make this tiredness go away. 

You make me happy when skys are grey, and I want to make you happy forever. 

Thank you again for being here and there and ever where in my life. 

The sun is shinning extra bright lately and its shining extra hard for us and I know this because the universe told me that it will be our time to shine after all this bullshit. 

love you lots and lots and lots and lots. 

-Jennifer E.